Its been more than a month since I last saw Fai for 'Eid... 2 days ago he said he had bad tummy ache and it was so bad, it rendered him to bed for the whole day yesterday... as a wife I feel so helpless being here.. I wish i could just fly to be by his side and nurse him back to health...
So I called him and spoke to him for a good hour.. You know if he's eaten, if work was good, hows the weather, what the kids have been up to..mundane stuff like that....The thing is after 6 years of marriage, certain words like 'I Love You' & 'I Miss You' doesn't seem as important anymore.. its the quality of the things being said in between.. so we rarely say it..
I looked up the cabinet and saw my favourite wedding picture (yeah i was slimmer then and Fai looked much younger than his 30 years!!!) and my heart ached.... I miss you darling..........I really do...
i wish i cld talk mundane things like tt to Zubair too... but *shrug* he doesnt get it i think. but Nan reassured me that its bcos we're still too new to each other....
ReplyDeleteya i think also cuz you guys are still in that 'getting to know each other stage'... it'll be different after a couple of years...relax... your turn will come
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